Monday, August 17, 2009

I'll miss y'all someday

bismillah ..

how great that day, wasn't it guys?

it was friday, August 14th 2009 we did NARSIS together with biandoss's camera and the day before we had celebrated 'AGUSTUSAN' DIRGAHAYU INDONESIA 64th and how happy I am to cheers y'all even though we didn't win any games ..












now, I'm thinking that really i'll missing y'all someday. :(
we can't do this again, if we going to college next year. but we must going to college.
take some picture in class, together, with smile that seeing our happiness ..

Oh Lord, should I leave them someday?
will we separated someday?


really i love y'all as same as i love my family ..
Guys, we must do the best for our future, for our parents, for our teacher, and for Indonesia someday.

we'll NARSIS together again, won't we?

Maya Ramadhayanti

Sunday, August 16, 2009

Represent

bismillah ..

i feel it and i move it out to the pure paper, and see now, it wasn't pure enough.




you know, i really tired to feel it. and i really tired to write these words. 'tired', 'burned'. Oh my Lord, i'm so sorry.

if i don't feel burned, 'missing' is the best word to represent the other feeling.



in every night, almost always for wasting time to thinking of you.

now, uncertainty, worry, and hopeless is rotating in my mind til i feel queasy.

Saturday, August 15, 2009

Hero

bismillah ...

i'm specially dedicate it for my ownself
for feeling burned and hopeless
and i'm tired to know that my tears will falling while i'm thinking of you
it's too much too much
i wanna make it all over, but i can't
mine is full of weakness, so i wanted to find my hero in my soul
i hope if you read this, you'll know it's all because of you
thanks, THANK YOU SO MUCH

"There's a hero if you look inside your heart
You don't have to be afraid of what you are.
There's an answer if you reach into your soul
and the sorrow that you know will melt away

It's a long road when you face the world alone,
No one reaches out a hand for you to hold.
You can find love if you search within yourself
and the emptiness you felt will disappear.

oh....Lord knows dreams are hard to follow,
But don't let anyone tear them away.
Hold on, there will be tomorrow,
In time you'll find the way

And then a hero comes along
with the strength to carry on
and you cast your fears aside
and you know you can survive.

So, when you feel like hope is gone
look inside you and be strong
and you'll finally see the truth
that a hero lies in you
that a hero lies in ... you"

Friday, August 14, 2009

How Deep is Your Love

I know your eyes in the morning sun
I feel you touch me in the pouring rain
and the moment that you wander far from me
I wanna feel you in my arms again.
And you come to me on a summer breeze
keep me warm in your love then you softly leave me
and it's me you need to show
how deep is your love
How deep is your love?
I really mean to learn
'Cause we're living in a world of fools
breaking us down when they all should let us be
we belong to you and me
I believe in you
I believe in you
you know the door to my very soul
you're the light in my deepest darkest hour
you're my saviour when I come
And you may not think that I care for you
when you know down inside that I really do
and it's me you need to show
How deep is your love?
How deep is your love?
I really mean to learn
'Cause we're living in a world of fools
breaking us down when they all should let us be
we belong to you and me
I believe in you

The Bird an The Bee

Tuesday, August 11, 2009

Dilema cinta

seberapa salahkah diriku
hingga kau sakiti aku begitu menusukku
inikah cara membalas
aku yang slalu ada saat kau terluka

seberapa hinanya diriku
hingga kau ludahi semua yang ku beri untukmu
tak ada satupun perasaan
yang mampu membuatku begitu terluka

namun ku terlanjur mencintai dirimu
terlambat bagiku pergi darimu
begitu terlalu indah perasaan itu
tak mudah untukku jauh darimu

telah kucoba segala cara
tuk bahagiakan kamu merebut hatimu
namun tak semudah yang ku bayangkan
bila kau tak inginkan ku tuk disisimu

tak pernah kurasakan sebelumnya
menginginkan dirinya hingga ku tak kuasa
meyakini hatiku bahwa ku mampu berlalu

Ungu

Friday, August 7, 2009

I'll be there

I'll reach out my hand to you, I'll have faith in all you do
Just call my name and I'll be there

And oh - I'll be there to comfort you,
Build my world of dreams around you, I'm so glad that I found you
I'll be there with a love thats strong
I'll be your strength, I'll keep holding on - yes I will, yes I will

Let me fill your heart with joy and laughter
Togetherness, well thats all I'm after
Whenever you need me, I'll be there
I'll be there to protect you, with an unselfish love I respect you
Just call my name and I'll be there

If you should ever find someone new, I know she better be good to you
Causes if she doesnt, I'll be there


Dont you know, baby, yeah yeah
I'll be there, I'll be there, just call my name, I'll be there

(Just look over your shoulders, honey - ooh)

I'll be there, I'll be there, whenever you need me, I'll be there

Dont you know, baby, yeah yeah
I'll be there, I'll be there, just call my name, I'll be there...

The Jackson Five