Wednesday, January 20, 2010

Weirdie



Recommended from a true story, feel it and maybe you’ll cry ..


One day, there was a little star called Weirdie. She always stayed alone in the sky every night. There was nobody who wanted to accompany her, because she just a little star who couldn’t shine brightly. Stars always shined brightly, didn’t they? So Weirdie couldn’t tell her story, her sadness and happiness, she just saved it
all herself because she was alone.

In one February night, she stopped walk around sky and took a break. But she saw a man who had a shiny face. That man came outdoor and sang a song with his guitar, not a happiness song but it sounded sadness. Weirdie wanted to help that man, asked his condition, so she tried to talk. Ups, but she couldn’t because she never talked since there was nobody wants to listens her voices.

So Weirdie always came to that man’s house’s sky every night to saw if he still sad. Day by day till month by month Weirdie stayed there just for saw him fine and felt bright cause of his brightly face, no, brightly eyes and brightly smile. Yeah, she felt brightly, happy.

Weirdie felt comfortable with that man, but wait! There was someone else in that man’s house, a woman. Hey, what did Weirdie feel t
hat time ? She felt jealous. The fact said that Weirdie was felt in love with that man. She wasn’t wrong, rite? Because “It just happened, and couldn’t hold”.

She cried, but actually that woman didn’t has any feel with that man. Wait! Who knows? Weirdie thought that she needed to told that man what she felt, so maybe that man would give her a chance not an empty chance. She
tried to took her voice out. And in one December night it happened.

Hey man, I love you, yeah I do love you badly. It has been a long time, but you never know it, eh, I think you know it now.” Wew, now that man knew the truth. And he said “I’m so sorry, really sorry. You are a beautiful star for me but, I’ve felt in love with that woman. You saw it, didn’t you? ” she was speechless, and in fact that she couldn’t see his expression while he said it to her. “oh, I’m weird, am not I?” then he just answered, “yeah, you are. But, thanks, thanks that you’ve love me. I’m so sorry.”

Weirdie wanted to run away from him as far as possible, but she couldn’t although she had tried hard. She couldn’t let him go. It had been 10 months she loved him, but that man never gave her a chance. She still stayed at his house’s sky to saw him fine, maybe just for checked his smile. However it was hurt, however it was hard to believe Weirdie have not been loved. Sometimes that man went outdoor and saw Weirdie, he smiled, he laughed. How happy Weirdie was. That man have gave her a lot of moments, expression, lights, songs, and life. It was her first time to felt so much things.

But one night, when Weirdie asked him that maybe it’s just a miracle if she could leave him from his woman, he just answered “yeah it’s a miracle, but maybe another star can.” What a GUN words. Then she cried silently in order there was none can heard her after this all she couldn’t cry. Weirdie wanted to scream, “HEY BOY, I LOVE, L-O-V-E YOU BADLY! COULDN’T YOU JUST LOVE ME BACK A BIT?! GOD!” but she didn’t wanna make him felt sorry for her, so she just did it by her pure heart. “We should be together …”

Weirdie controlled her mind and feeling to be calm down for a while. Then she came to that man again as a friend also she still needed his brightly face. But, that man never went outdoor again looked like he said “I just won’t to be outdoor right now”. She thought that she just wanna be his best friend and always there beside him. So she did. She always stayed in his house’s sky. Until now, Weirdie, a beautiful-unbrightly star, still there always waiting for his come.

Although that man will never love the poor Weirdie. Because it’s just a miracle, isn’t it? Is there anyone still believe in a miracle now? Coul
d you give it to Weirdie a little bit please? Because she wishes she got it however.


Really hard to write this,
THE END








*sorry for the grammatically error -_-

p.s
t.a.a.f.r.p.s

Sunday, January 10, 2010

Inginku, Bukan Hanya Jadi Temanmu

Inginku bukan hanya jadi temanmu.
Atau sekedar sahabatmu
Yang rajin dengar ceritamu
Tak perlu hanya kau lihat ketulusan
Yang sebenarnya tak kusangkal
Kadang ku hilang kesabaran

Mungkinkah akan segera berakhir
Seiring jalannya hari
Kini ku tergila padamu
Yang ada bila tak juga kau sadari
Akan kutempuh banyak cara
Agar engkau tau semua mauku

Biarkan aku untuk jadi kekasihmu
Karna tak percaya ungkapan
Cinta tak harus memiliki
Terlambat jika aku harus berubah
Ku terlanjur ingini semua
Yang ada di dalam dirimu

Mungkinkah akan segera berakhir
Seiring jalannya hari
Kini ku tergila padamu
Yang ada bila tak juga kau sadari
Akan kutempuh banyak cara
Agar engkau yakin semua mauku

Dan berulang mencoba
Tuk merebut hati dan cintamu
Sadarkah dirimu sering kau kesalkan aku
Bila masih saja kau menyebut namanya

Mungkinkah akan segera berakhir
Seiring jalannya hari
Kini ku tergila padamu
Yang ada bila tak juga kau sadari
Akan kutempuh banyak cara
Agar engkau yakin semua mauku

Semua mauku....