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somehow, feel so stressed ... it's like crying or maybe a PMS, just ... stressed. astagfirullah.

Thanks

bismillah ...

Sincerely, from my heart, thanks ya Allah for giving my health back. Thanks Pap, Mam, Kameg, Dedem, Semap for all your heart for the love. Thanks you guys who had wish me get well soon, thanks for all of your care, where ever you are, guys. Thanks.

Almost Two Weeks

bismillah ..

May Allah bless us in every way, aamin. It is almost two weeks without campus life. Yes I am. Five days in a place called hospital. The rest day are in home. Being sick is so so exhausted and made every task you have got failed to make. I mean, you are being late in so much thing you have to do. Time is further than me now.

Actually, it was four times changed, i did not take the third changed.

The simple example is me. When I came back home and having rest to recover and had therapy, I tried to list what I left in campus, called tasks. And it is like eight or more tasks to do. GOD! Feel like going to hospital again so I haven't to do all of that things, but no way. What I have to do is FACE it and start to do it one by one. Do not FORCE my body to make all the tasks in one time, it's going to be a 'rodi mixed romusha' thing.

Well, for motivation, let me try to tell positives thing when I had got sick (till now). When at the hospital I met new peoples with a lot of kindness called nurses and doctor. They had been my friends these times, because sometimes I had not my guardian with me. I met Mas suster, Mba suster, Bu suster, Pak dokter, Mas bersih-bersih, and another patience in my room. Yap I lived in class 2 with two bedroom. Sincerely, I don't remember their name, but their kindness even with those sharp thingy, I'll always remember.

In hospital, I don't have to do my works, hoho. All thing that I had do are laughing with my family. I know they tried to entertain me so I'll not be bored and sad. But that's family are for, rite? Then, I had learned a lot too. Especially about taking care my health. Lived at hospital is not my first experience, now it's being a periodically activity. I wish it wasn't but fact told me that. When I was so little even I don't remember, maybe when I was five or less, then when I was in junior high, senior high, and college.

가족 family :)

The most sadness moment is when you saw your family's sadness. It is like I had made a great bad thing to them, but they were never scold me or angry at me. That's so speechless thing. Maybe it's called love. 난 내 가족을 사랑~.