Thought

I thought I'm living fine

But this trigger is alive somehow

By seeing it a second I'm shaking

My eyes got warm and blurred

I was disappointed of myself

How can I live this way

And she come back

Asking a shortcut to end this hurt fast

I back off

Asking time to stop

I need more time to heal

Cz I'm not myself this way

And she come back

Asking a shortcut to end this hurt faster

I'd love to say yes

But I can't

Cz how could I leave this way

I'm the one who create those sins

I ain't good enough to go to heaven

I ain't ready