Represent

bismillah ..

i feel it and i move it out to the pure paper, and see now, it wasn't pure enough.




you know, i really tired to feel it. and i really tired to write these words. 'tired', 'burned'. Oh my Lord, i'm so sorry.

if i don't feel burned, 'missing' is the best word to represent the other feeling.



in every night, almost always for wasting time to thinking of you.

now, uncertainty, worry, and hopeless is rotating in my mind til i feel queasy.