"why it must be hurt, in my heart, to know?" - me
tonight, i don't know, please i swear i really don't know and understand, what the hell happened to me. i thought maybe it just a normal feeling, you know? muak melihat situasi seperti itu, hello? siapa yang tidak muak? who doesn't feel it, geeeez. we knew perfectly that it just a fuc*ing-joke from you two, guys. but...
and at the time, i felt bad, just bad -you know a messy girl with her tasks and something i don't care. and with a big hope that i'll feel better if i join you all, like we did yesterday, i did join you. and we did the same thing too, but finally not the same one. minutes left, i feel weird with those weird conversation, and hours left then i quit, because, i was hurt -and i feel weird, why?.
and, you know? even i don't wanna regret anything. i just regretted, i am disappointed, because i fail to have fun with you guys together, i fail to blast my own mood, to come back doing another fuc*ing-tasks. i don't know who did wrong and i don't care, i just disappointed.
and at the time, i felt bad, just bad -you know a messy girl with her tasks and something i don't care. and with a big hope that i'll feel better if i join you all, like we did yesterday, i did join you. and we did the same thing too, but finally not the same one. minutes left, i feel weird with those weird conversation, and hours left then i quit, because, i was hurt -and i feel weird, why?.
and, you know? even i don't wanna regret anything. i just regretted, i am disappointed, because i fail to have fun with you guys together, i fail to blast my own mood, to come back doing another fuc*ing-tasks. i don't know who did wrong and i don't care, i just disappointed.
please, don't be so selfish -trying to understand what happened to me, anyone help?
Maya
Maya
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