What so called My-little-warm-family

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Have just realized that I missed sooo much my-little-warm-family's events. Last 22th June was my parents 24th year anniversary. I could just pray for them that day. My-little-full-of-love-family like to do such a grateful party for such event. Even just dinner together while we want, at home, in the living room. How I miss them much. This week will be my third week in Bogor without visiting my home, which was be my weekly routine. Having home near from campus is harder than having it far when you can't visit your home. But maybe it will be counted as a sacrifices to be a better me :) Amin.

Happy 24th year anniversary Bapyong and Mama. 

Love you, Miss you. Please don't leave me until I give you all of that I can give, promise?

*mucho love*

FI-VI 2012

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Jadi inget, H-3 UAS kalo ngga salah gue mutusin ikut FI-VI (Fateta Industrial Visit) 2012, dengan menyisakan pikiran deadline tugas dan antek-anteknya, memutuskan untuk menanggalkan pikiran tersebut setelahnya dengan pikiran "Yaudah gue lembur ajalah".

Bayangin ajalah ya (kalo mau), minggu tenang terasa sangat tidak tenang, dan di sisa-sisa hari dalam minggu 'tenang' tersebut masih aja tugas manggil-manggil. Jadi ya gue mutusin buat ikut rombongan BEM Fateta buat kunjungan industri ke pabrik Yakult dan Pocari Sweat di Sukabumi. Refresh mental sama fisik menjelang UAS boleh lah ya.

Rasanya kayak ilmu yang tiap pagi lu dengerin di kuliah itu tiba-tiba ke-play ulang di depan lu hari itu. Gue kayak nge-rewind semua yang udah gue pelajarin selama kuliah (kalo ngga tidur). Ngeliat pabrik, ngeliat mesin-mesinnya, cara kerjanya, bioprosesnya, manajemennya, ah semuanya. Saat itu gue ngerasa sama sekali ngga nyesel ikut FI-VI. Langsung kebayang field trip semester depan bareng TIN47. Baru dua pabrik aja rasanya seru banget, apalagi seminggu keliling pabrik Jawa-Bali-Thailand(?). Beh.

Teori tiap pagi-siang-sore emang bikin ngantuk, tapi turun ke lapangan beda 180 derajat. Dan, masalahnya adalah gue tetep aja cuma ngerti selama gue pernah dengerin kuliah, that's why sebisa mungkin semester depan gue pengen efektifin kuliah. Maksudnya, pas kelas ya kelas. No nge-laporan, No tidur. Amin.

Bayangin, abis itu gue ngomong "Saya minum dua!" #mabok, eh itu di belakang gue ada 'kolam renang'

Nge-alay dulu depan pabrik

All cast FI-VI 2012

Sial, fokusnya ke si Pocari

Sok-sok an mau loncat kece #fail, anyway Gunung Salak nya Subhanallah :)

Overall, seru. Malah pas presentasi tugas akhir Praktikum Bioproses, besoknya, gue malah bisa nanya banyak gara-gara bawa 'oleh-oleh' dari pabrik. Lumayan, dari Pocari Sweat gue dapat goodie bag sama pocari 350ml 6 botol apa ya? Lupa, dari Yakult dapet botol Yakult Jumbo, sama Yakult gratis 3 botol plus snack. Alhamdulillah :)

Masih di kostan, padahal udah masuk ke hari bebas kuliah alias libur. Merasakan jadi orang sibuk semester ini, setelah tahun pertama merasakan jadi 'kupu-kupu', dan sepertinya bakal resign semester depan, fufu. Maksudnya semester depan ngga ikut-ikut kepanitian lagi kecuali CR, fufu. Kan ceritanya, mau nyiapin 'bekal' field trip.

Jadi inget sebuah quote kece,

"I tell you, you'll forget. I show you, you'll remember. I get you involved, you'll understand." - Ibu Lien Herlina, dosen Pengembangan Sumber Daya Manusia, sudah ngga tau lagi harus buang duit kemana. Peace, Bu! :p

Two Subjects Left

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Sebenernya, minggu-minggu ujian adalah rangkaian waktu yang paling tenang selama mahasiswa kuliah. Tidur panjang, tanpa rapat, tanpa laporan, tanpa tugas, tanpa deadline, dan tanpa kuliah pagi-sore. Cuma, ada tekanan tersendiri dari ujian. Makanya, mahasiswa lain biasanya seneng banget kalo ujian udah mau selesai, padahal tanpa disadari, rutinitas bejibun bakal dateng. Kenapa begitu? Karena kemaren abis ujian, gue diingetin "May, abis ujian kan?" JENGJENG. Gue cuma bisa jawab "Eh, iya iya." Sebelum ujian, sekitar H-7 gue emang ngelempar semua job jadi abis ujian aja. Soalnya, waktu itu deadline numpuk, boro-boro fokus ujian, materi aja belum megang. Minggu tenang pun dimanfaatkan sebagai ajang tugas akhir dan banjir presentasi.

Dan begitulah, di sisa-sisa hari ujian ini, gue mau memanfaatkan waktu sebaik mungkin. Well, bagaimanapun gue seneng juga sama kayak yang lain karena ujian udah mau selesai. Karena termin UAS ini persiapan gue nol-besar-kasi-mata-idung-mulut, dan sensasi ke mentalnya jadi lumayan hot. Tapi mudah-mudahan nilai tetep bagus, aaamin.

SEMANGAT!

Oya, jangan lupa bersyukur, alhamdulillah banyak job, hehe :)

Quote of The Day

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"No matter how tall, short, fat, skinny, ugly, beautiful, handsome, gays, lesbian, stupid, smart, rich, poor, and whoever you are, we can be friends as long as we do respect each other. As simple as that." - @apistomo. Dengan perubahan seperlunya.

Entahlah, sepertinya gue masalah banget sama hal-hal berbau pertemanan dan sejenisnya. Mmm, terus, aing kudu salto?

Sorry. Haven't known about what respect is? Go ask Wikipedia.

Disappointed

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It's just too sad, knowing that our good intention considered as bad one. I'll tell you that this morning, I let my tears down. And, it's not that I want to let them out, but they just came out, after hearing someone said to me something. I believe, everyone has their own way to do every single thing they want, and it's one of reasons why peoples are different. But, what make this cons is there will be what is called miss understanding or miss understood or whatever, by different people's viewpoint. But what make this getting more sad is why someone has to be see everything, first, from the negative one of their viewpoint (or maybe it's some way of self-defense or something, that I don't understand?). What make everything wrong, is because we see it as a wrong thing, right? Maybe, in this case, me the one who is wrong. See everything from positive viewpoint first, wishing everything I've done make a positive thing too, without thinking that maybe someone out there will see it as, somewhat, negative intention. Or, maybe I've just done it in a wrong way. I am disappointed of, myself. This is the bad side of being someone who prefer to judge wrong things to him/herself than anyone else.

I am individually so sorry if I've done wrong thing(s). I just want you to know that I have good intention to what I've done, as friends. Two faced or anything you called, 'if only' you mean it to me that way, I'll let them as a wind that flown away after passed me. Should I clarified that our good memories, and my helps, are truly mean came from my deepest heart? Why don't you just remembered them while you was in a, somewhat, bad mood? Instead of following your anger and come to this point.

Once again, peoples are different. Let's just respect each other, if you still treat me as a friend. Life is hard, man. You are not alive when you have no problems. So just face it.

Wayang

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The Power of Wayang.

I was born in a country which is full of unique cultures, Indonesia. But it's not adequate to just live in a one place to explore what are my country has. The easy way to know them is just from media, though is totally not enough, you know? you just can see it trough a 12 inch to 21 inch LCD, or whatever media(s) you have, you can't touch neither feel it. One of my dreams is to explore Indonesia, explore their natural resources, their traditional cultures, their peoples, their tourism places, their traditional foods, ah everything! Now, I am already 19 years old. And, haven't gone out from Java island yet. And, haven't gone to other places in Java, except Tangerang (of course), Jakarta, Bandung, Jogjakarta, Surabaya, and Bogor.

I recommend all of you who read this to visit my country if you want to waste your time with holiday or touring, or maybe studying. Whatever happened to my country; politics, bureaucracy, and government. I love Indonesia, and their (true) peoples. It's still beautiful, and always.  

Welcome UAS!

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YEAY! WELCOME UAS!

#staypositive
#calm

Kaderisasi

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Keluargaku,

Ini baru sebuah permulaan dari sejarah yang akan tertoreh di tahun 2012. Perjuangan akan kebersamaan, kekeluargaan, toleransi, kepedulian, dan solidaritas. Semoga, apa yang telah kita korbankan akan melahirkan sesuatu yang lebih baik dari kita, wahai pejuang, seperti yang kita ingin-inginkan. Amin. Semoga, kita dapat memandang semua hal yang terkait, dari sudut pandang yang positif, sehingga membawa kita untuk bersukarela. Amin. Semoga, semua hal ini akan menjadi bagian dari memori yang tidak ingin kita lepaskan. Amin.

Sesungguhnya, berkiprah secara ikhlas akan membawa kita berjalan ringan. Tetap tersenyum dan semangat, wahai keluargaku!

Dikutip dari kata-kata idolaku si super Khairunissa, "Kita, adalah penoreh sejarah!". Sejarah yang setiap dikenang, membawa senyuman :).